July 2011
I’m off on a week long adventure to Splendour In The Grass to frolic about on mushrooms and listen to the music stylings of Warpaint, James Blake, The Mars Volta, DJ Shadow, Mogwai, Devendra Banhart etc with my best friend. Bye guys.
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I feel as if I have hit a point in my life where I need to make some vital decisions. Either I can keep on being a free spirit and neglect employment and schoolwork or I can really try to put my head down and study this semester. I feel younger and younger every day that other people are getting older. Today was the first day in a long time I have associated myself with my age, I truly am sixteen....
I just got my jumper back with a few more paint stains and your scent combined with a pleasantly characteristic mint undertone woven in between the threads. I wish I didn’t have a cold so I could enjoy it a little more.
I shouldn’t be allowed to have a blog all I do is whinge.
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I feel so hopeless when I’m sick. Currently writhing between sheets, in and out of consciousness with a constant dull ache in my head, mucus blocking my sinuses and a tickling down the back of my throat that just wont disappear no matter how many times I cough into the night…
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Anonymous asked: who do you adore?
Well drunken fool Jade just told the boy whom she adores exactly how she feels in person, (red wine) success!
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a poem of those whom are/n’t broken brains, broken heart broken thought train aches, echoes memory loss, forgotten dreams speaking in dreams tongues touching scratching vinyl holding hands under the covers ache ache ache lost in broken thought forgotten brain heart trained echoes
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Things that are making me unnaturally happy right now: pizza, bed, warmth, oil paints, memories, paintings over paintings, orange and mango juice, guitar, pink floyd, bike riding, baked goods, film, fungi, friends, lovers and those who lie in between.
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Meow! This has been an optimistic post by Jade Foster.
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Sometimes when I have fights with people I love and they’re left unresolved, i’ll run down my driveway because something in my head tells me they will have written me a letter apologising and telling me that they love me and that they didn’t mean to upset me. I don’t know why I do this, I’ve never been sent a letter in my life. I guess it’s just something I...
Sorry I have been so mopey tonight I just don’t have anyone I am willing to put through my problems (and I don’t really have anyone anyway).
Currently I am sobbing uncontrollably and listening to sad songs whilst clutching the book I was reading with my arms wrapped around me; my eyes got too teary to read and my teddy was on the floor. It was almost as if I didn’t push something up against my chest, my heart might just fall out. Why can’t I just be happy, why must my little insignificant problems send me into...
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“I don’t want to see anyone. I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn and...”
– Cat’s Eye by Margaret Atwood
I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
1. I feel terrible and I’ve remembered how much I love someone whom I just granted a saddening phone call to that practically insinuates I have feelings for someone else when my heart lies with him. 2. I wish I wasn’t too drunk to read my book. 3. Life feels like it’s compacting my skull and pushing my thoughts deeper and deeper into the abyss of my subconscious mind which aches...
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I’m going to be a pretentious twat and spend the rest of my night drowning my sorrows in a joint and writing out my ~~emotions~~ on a typewriter, night
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I met this boy last night and basically he is everything I could ever want in a person; we drank a little and ended up kissing on the rooftop of a gorgeous penthouse apartment overlooking the entire city. Unfortunately as soon as the boy whom I have had seemingly unrequited feeling for the duration of the past year hears of this, he gets sulky and calls me a slut, then starts being unnaturally...
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Ever since I did mushrooms, I find that I can be easily overwhelmed with feelings of love, joy, warmth and homeliness to the point I start to cry. Something beautiful filled with chance occurred in my life. Somedays it really is lovely to be alive.
Codex - Radiohead
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Night time is the time where the most gorgeous life happenings occur sounds and light travel further at night and everyone is tucked away in their own minds and their dreams and nothing no longer matters to the unconscious minds of humanity and for us conscious minds we stay awake harnessing the beauty which belongs to the loneliness of night.
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“Follow your inner moonlight; don’t hide the madness.”
– Allen Ginsberg (via bellemer) 