Fantasy - The xx Sometime last year I was flying...
why do i always feel like i’m drowning these past two days have been really difficult i just need someone here to tuck my hair behind my ears and tell that everything is going to be okay how come everyone is talking to me pouring out their sadness everyone is so unbelievably sad i miss my mother and i miss being young and crying over spilled milk i don’t feel like there is one person...
Anonymous asked: I thought you may have, just because of the story about the girl you mentioned in a previous ask (really sorry about that, by the way, it was so horrible). I live here too, and I love it when people with amazing blogs live in the same area.
Anonymous asked: Where abouts do you live?
Anonymous asked: Whose funeral/
Anonymous asked: Have you ever been in love?
Cupcakes for breakfast and front row funeral seats.
throughuntrainedeyes asked: Sorry babe. I completely understand how that feels, because that's what it's like for me too. Feel free to talk to me though. :)
I feel like the most sensitive little girl all the time but I think what people don’t understand is that’s the only way I can express myself because I’m too scared to tell people what I actually think. I really dislike what I’ve become. All do I do is hide behind a blog because I feel like no one wants to hear what I have to say.
You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place. Like you’ll not...– Azar Nafisi
Anonymous asked: It's probably true about the bedroom thing - I get quite stressed when my room is messy (usually always).
Been feeling great since saturday morning, I think rearranging my bedroom was a good idea, I feel like it rearranged my mind. Perhaps it’s because my bedroom is clean for the first time in a while and it seems more spacious, more area to think…
Lover of Mine - Beach House
Anonymous asked: You know past-nostalgia. So when you think of the past it will be simple and nicer because that's the way we fucking work.
Listening to Beach House always reminds me of last summer holidays laying in a certain bed staring at a certain ceiling trying to defer certain thoughts and feeling my heartbeat with it’s irregular beats trying to regulate itself. Strange to think how things have changed, does the past always seem so simple?
After I made my last post I went down to the store and bought the tastiest mango. I ate half of it and the other half I blended with some hand squeezed orange juice. It was so good and filled me with motivation, so I went for a ride up to my local swimming pool and did laps for half an hour. Now I am ever so sleepy, nap time! When I wake up I’m going to steam some vegetables for my dinner...
My pre-studies english exam today was so good, not all too sure how I went though. One of the questions in which we were given to choose from was to elaborate on “Poetry is not always beautiful” and I have been studying Bukowski for the past couple weeks which made it extremely easy for me to write for the whole duration of the time given. Now I am lounging about the house deciding...
Anonymous asked: Your tumblr and "gunsandtitties" are my two favourites.
I just realised why I have been so upset lately. Instead of accepting the fact that I am an outwardly emotive person, I have been trying to suppress intense emotions inside of myself in belief that this makes me a stronger person. This doesn’t at all, in fact I have been denying myself the right to feel, instead building up walls and keeping myself inside my bedroom. I used to be a better...
throughuntrainedeyes asked: Lovely blog. :)
Anonymous asked: Where do you get most of your headscarves from? :)